You will never understand the love that a mother has for her children. It is a greater love than a father can have for his children. The greatest honor I will ever recieve is if you grow up to be a well respected man. I want you to have a better life than I or your father has had. I know that your father is not in your life right now and someday I hope he is for your sake. I know how it is to grow up not knowing your own father; so someday I wish for you to know him. I will always love your father for many reasons. Mainly because he is your father and you are our first child. NO other man will ever be able to replace him. He is your father and always will be. When you grow up and become a man I hope that you put your children first before anything. I hope you make them your life so you don't miss anything. Its amazing how fast kids grow up. It seems like a month ago I was in the hospital with you. I hope that I can do a good job raising you to be the man that I would like to see you become. If you become someone else thats fine because you are my son and I will always love you. I will be here for you till the end of time. Even when I am gone I will be there by your side helping you and watching you.
In the game of life it throws you some really hard balls and some really soft balls. The one leason you must keep with you for all time is that it is only a game so you are allowed mistakes but when the game is over its over. Cherish it with your heart, do things so you can look back when your old and gray and think " I shouldn't have done that but I'm glad I did before it was to late." You only get one life to live so don't screw up to bad and don't waste your time. Be anything you want to be but please don't just lay there and do nothing there is a whole world out there for you to explore. After all you are a sagittarius so go explore. Conquer the world if you see fit. Make something of yourself. Not for me, not for your father but for yourself.
MOM
